This is a reoccuring problem in college. There are problems which come along the way and sometimes we do not know how to deal with them. But what if the problem is not one big problem, but a lot of little problems. How do you deal with that? What if there is no time and you just have to do everything they ask you? I am having a crisis. I have come to a point where I must get the grades and I must survive the end of my senior year. I feel like this is something I have done before...I have surpassed problems like these, but it seems to drain me somehow. Problems with friends, problems at home, problems with falling grade...Money problems. How is it possible to deal with everything?
I completely understand when people say they want to commit suicide, I have had this sort of problem in the past. This is alot and I am currently trying to find a definite way of sorting it out. I have the problem of lacking time. I also am having a crisis with a VERY EXTREMELY difficult professor. It has come to the point where if I want to pass the class, I have to ignore everything else to focus on this one class. Why are professors like this sometimes? Why do they wish to challenge you to the point of passing out. I don't get it. I am never going to be like that when I am an instructor.
I wish to be reasonable. I wish to have a structure and be able to simplify enormous ideas. I do not want school to be a drain. Yes, I want it to be challenging, but not impossible. *sigh*
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